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[07 Feb 2005|07:18pm] |
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I GOT A CAR LOL !!!!! YESSSSSSS............. it'll get me from point A to B .... so fuck n e one that makes fun of it lol. ( 95' mercury, turquouise blue, and I LOVE IT ) hehe .... im finally freee
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[13 Jan 2005|06:58pm] |
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Long time no update... sry. i happened to be in the hospital longer than i thought, because as my doctor was taking my first rib out, he accidentally poked a tiny little hole in my lung ( called neurothorax :( im having a hard time breathing, but i feel a little better. im going back to school tomorow to see if i can handle it ... its funny cuz i cant breathe and i cant write .... its taking me like an hour to type ( lefthand only lol ) but i wanted to make sure u guys knew (other than the punctured lung,) my surgery went well. **thats it for now *** AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS BORN IN JANUARY !!!
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| Wuts going on in January? ... My life |
[22 Dec 2004|03:19pm] |
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All I Want For Chritmas... - Mariah Carey |
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January 1st - New Years ( haha obviously )
January 2nd - surgery prep ? ( could aslo be on the 4th, or 5th) still havent found out
January 3rd - Hopefully i'll get my license :)
January 4th - My B-day (17) ... surgery prep ?
January 5th - surgery prep ?
JANUARY 6TH - SHOULDER SURGERY :(
January 6th-8th - Hospital Recovery Time
January 8th or 9th - Coming home from the Hospital
**Then school starts soon after lol DAMN
*** Hopefully all goes well ... "think happy thoughts"
DECEMBER: HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE !!! And i hope ur winter break is going well :)
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[14 Dec 2004|06:13pm] |
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Take it all away - Ryan Cabrera |
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Fuckkkkkkk!!!! i know i did the right thing... But hopefully it doesn't fuck things up in the future. They deserve to be happy, and i want whats best for them. just know that our friendship is still here, even though shits still weird. I'll never forget the advice or the good times... and keep in mind what i told u too. <333
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[10 Dec 2004|06:23pm] |
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This week has been hell.... studying for finals ....i hate spanish and i hate chem ... the final tests, that would effect those two grades the most. Ahhhh i want it all to end. Stress = softball, school, family, certain people that make u feel empty, pain , weakness, being confused...The Future. It could all go wrong, but yet the best could come out of it. It sux being really close to someone, and the next thing you kno, they're gone.
One shot to ur heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you u like ur kin
Kept it inside didnt tell no one else
Didnt even want to admit it to urself...
and now ur chest burns and ur back aches
From 13 years of holdin the pain ..
and now u only have yourself to blame...
if u continue to live this way
....Get it together
u want to heal ur body
...Get it together
u have to heal ur heart
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[25 Nov 2004|12:46pm] |
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haha i hope everyone has a happy thanksgiving ! if u wanna chill tomorrow call my cell .... PARTY @ charlies!
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[20 Nov 2004|07:37pm] |
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well today was the best run of my 11th grade year, and i placed 7th overall for jv in city - finals... it was pretty chill, but im sore as hell. The rush was crazy !!! it seemz as though running takes my mind off a lot of things, it releases the stress and drama going on in life. i must have had a lot knowing i Pr'd . "runners on ur mark"... once that gun went off , all was mute ... pain is weakness leaving the body...
Yah Granada .. we do it harder, longer and faster !!!
congrats to frosh soph girls 1st place, boys 2nd :)
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| this sucks !!!!! |
[15 Nov 2004|07:10pm] |
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True - ryan cabrera |
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i just realized how bad my 12th grade year is gonna suck ... damn :(
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[08 Nov 2004|07:53pm] |
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yessssss!! no school on thurs , going out wed! excited ..late night beach bums ! oh yah and to everyone that knows of me getting hurt all the time, on saturday in the first game, the bitch pitched a high inside pitch to my face, and it hit my hand , which is now all blue and fucked up. I got x- rays and thank god it's not broken, but it's swollen and i look like i have a cabbage patch kid hand lol . but hopefully it goes down, or else i'll have to go back to the Docs on fri . <333
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[03 Nov 2004|06:03pm] |
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our country has a dick and a bush...some people wanted to shave...but it didnt work out .....
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| ehhhh... |
[01 Nov 2004|07:31pm] |
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Tired, sore, happy, cold... i wish it was friday !!!!!
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[26 Oct 2004|06:58pm] |
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I had a really good day today! TIME TO MOVE ON ! staci , kaitlyn , larissa, Lizz, sarah , thomas, Hockey (Mike), (sry if i left n e one out), I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!! thanks for everything , and thanks for listening to my bul shit yesterday. luv u all <333 lates
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[25 Oct 2004|07:21pm] |
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It suxz ... when u finally get to see someone that u havent seen in a while, you spend time with them , and when its all over they seem soo...distant the next day, as if you were nothing.
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[20 Oct 2004|05:23pm] |
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my boo .. gotta love that song lol |
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Gotta love the weather !!!
But the down part is that spainsh and chem arent going to well .....FUCK ( don't kno wut to do..)
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[16 Oct 2004|08:39pm] |
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BORED !!!!.....wut to do ?? wut to do ?????
GIVE me a call .....
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| Don't stop till you drop! |
[11 Oct 2004|08:04pm] |
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I had the best weekened of my life! o'man it was fun .... lets start it off with friday .. hmm ok Friday - chilled with my best bud Baca and saw the movie Raise your Voice ( saddest movie , hillary duff sucked but the guy was hottt) Sat - went to my aunts house in the morning, kaitlyn came over later , and we helped my aunt make dinner for her little get together with friends, had a few drinks to start off the night , and then off we went to Gus's party . Good shit - the party was pretty chill .. there was all kinds of music ( regaton , hip-hop, old school rap, r& b remixes etc.) anything and everything was there , you name it. Everyone was dancing and having a good time. I had an awesome night hangin out with the guys ( Kurt, Gus, Carlos, Marvin, and my big bro Charlie ( charles ). After - after we went back to kaitlyn's house , and we ddin't go to sleep until 3 , then on sunday i woke up and had to go to practice ... it sucked . that's it <33 bUT STARTING OFF WITH MONDAY ,,, not doing so well . very sick, damn allergies
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[07 Oct 2004|09:00pm] |
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wut to say, wut to say !! well today was really hott on the x-counrty course at pierce and i didn't do soo well, but overall we won. Ummmm im really tired , but i cant wait until tomorrow and sat. Good times coming. FINALLY A LITTLE REST FROM SOFTBALL!! (i feel like i'm about to fall apart lol) But other than that life pretty chill..... i'm going to bed. <33
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| Wow ! |
[28 Sep 2004|08:42pm] |
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For right now, life has just gotten better ! I don't give a fuck n e more lol my dad is the biggest ass hole in the world , but i still have a crest kid smile on my face :) ( Thanks to a couple of people out there that have made my week )... good times good times! well i gtg rest up for the run lol night night!
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| sry its been so long .... my computers a piece of shit |
[06 Sep 2004|04:46pm] |
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hey peoples, ummm wut to say wut to say ?? well schools a prick, running's tough, i'm sick and life sucks lol j/k. haha that rhymes. but yah n e wayz i just wanted to say good luck to my bud kaitlyn tommorrow, and now i have to go do my homeowrk from all 5 of my classes. I'll be back :)
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| Hey everyone!! |
[02 Aug 2004|06:34pm] |
Yah right now i'm on my cruise and soo far it sucks.... i'm soo homesick it's not even funny. yah i havent been home for about two weeks ( i miss everyone). yah but i get charged on this damn computer 35 cents a minute , soo i gtg. but the good thing about the cruise is that the pizza and french fries are yummy!!! But other than that, it;s boring but im getting a nice tan lol. oh yah and my bro is getting all the alcohol he wants lol ( damn i wish i was 18) ( it's legal in the Bahamas!) but yah i gtg soo ill ttyl.. KAITLYN PLEASE CHECK YOUR E MIALS.. I SENT YOU A FEW .. luv yahs bye Oh yah and another thing that sucks is that i have no access to any phones .... you get fucking charged for everything.
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